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02:24 

Helik
sweet sugar
It’s not that deep, Eva,” he sighs. “I just don’t know how to talk about shitty days. I get home, and I kind of want to forget about them, you know? Talking about them just prolongs them for me, and it’s nice here. It’s nice with you, it’s nice to be able to focus on what happens to you instead of turning everything that happened to me over and over in my head until I pick it apart so much I realize everything what actually went wrong, and every single thing I could have done to avoid it.”

archiveofourown.org/works/11098971/chapters/248...

02:52 

Helik
sweet sugar
Just — I wish someone had told me, so I’m telling you — you don’t have to have people in your life just because it’s expected that they will be there. Walking away from anyone who makes you feel worthless or scared or like you’re less than you really are, it’s never the wrong thing to do, even when you’re related to them.”

archiveofourown.org/works/10387059/chapters/231...

22:32 

Helik
sweet sugar
wondering how long he was going to keep this up, this stubborn pretence of being completely indifferent, drag it out until there would not be a way back anymore. Maybe there already was no way back.

archiveofourown.org/works/10077416/chapters/227...

02:43 

Helik
sweet sugar
“Like... I don’t know, drinking alcohol, or being envious of what other people have, I mean how are you supposed to control that? Or other stuff you can’t control, like homosexuality or getting pissed off at your parents or that fact that bacon tastes really, really good.” It all spills out in a great rush, as if he’s not deliberately calculating each word and trying so hard to casually slip the most important one in like it carries the same weight as the rest. He doesn’t even know why he’s tempting fate like this. It’s going to blow up in his face.

"I’ll say this, though. There’s a space between following rules dictated by religion and finding peace within yourself.”


“If something feels right in your heart, don’t deny yourself whatever it is.” She looks up at him again at last, and her eyes are warmer than he’s ever seen them. “Because one shouldn't go through life like that - not by turning a blind eye to your own needs in favor of doctrine above all else. There has to be some wiggle room, or the world would have wiped itself out long ago.”


How In My Silence I Adored You
Chapter 5

00:15 

Helik
sweet sugar
He’d just been raised to believe it as a kid, was all. There was some part inside him that wondered, that would always wonder if it was real and he knew fucking firsthand that even if it was, praying to God right now wasn’t gonna do a damn thing, it never stopped anything from happening to his mom and it wasn’t gonna help Even but then tell him,

why twenty one seconds later he was on his knees at the altar with his clasped hands to his forehead and a prayer on his lips.

Because he loved a boy and he had no idea what else to do, that was why.

Life is now. Chapter 15

01:18 

Helik
sweet sugar
It’s like the thing he does with avocados. He knows, intellectually, that avocados are the bane of his existence, and he’d never understand the hype. But every once in a while, he’ll try a slice, or order a sandwich with guac, only to realize that avocados have no flavor, a weird as hell texture, and are really just a way for hipsters to signal to other hipsters that they exist.


would it be a sin if i can't help falling in love with you?

01:03 

Маугли by kiss

Helik
sweet sugar
Госпожа Бовари - книгу про общество мудаков

@темы: harry potter

02:32 

Котик Снейп

Helik
sweet sugar
05.09.2015 в 19:57
Пишет Crisl:

Снейп весь первый день проторчал у себя в чулане, отказываясь и нос показать – не признался, конечно, что напуган, но перетрусил здорово. Я попросил Чесли, маленького бойкого эльфа нетрадиционной ориентации, приглядывать за мальчиком. Время от времени получал записки-отчеты: «с пупсиком все отлично», «пупсик прыгает на кровати» и все такое. Под каждым отчетом значилось: «целую!». К вечеру я весь был исцелован эльфом. ©

:laugh:

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@темы: harry potter

02:07 

Helik
sweet sugar
Тем временем, близнецы пообещали провести Рона на кухню и подкупить домашних эльфов, чтобы те дали ему побольше десертов за счет пропущенных во время наказания. Гарри подозревал, что на самом деле они рассчитывают, что Рону станет плохо от всего этого сладкого, но он твердо верил в возможности желудка своего лучшего друга.
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«Волан-на-Торт, ты умер», - прорычал Гарри, принимая защитную позицию.

«Надо говорить ВОЛЬДЕМОРТ! – яростно завопил Темный лорд. – Я лорд Вольдеморт! Ты склонишься передо мной!»
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«Мальчик, который выжил, спасен Девочкой, которая пнула Сами-знаете-кого сами-знаете-куда», - прошипела Скитер своему перу.
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– Возможно, будет не лишним написать несколько сотен раз фразу «Я не буду разыгрывать Темных лордов», - Гарри застонал. – Этого будет довольно за ваши коленца, молодой человек. Идите сюда».

@темы: harry potter

00:36 

Harry's new home

Helik
sweet sugar
«Э…» - Гарри явно чувствовал себя очень неуютно, и по спине Снейпа пробежал холод. Он так и знал - мальчика нужно срочно отправлять в святой Мунго!

«Что такое?»

«Я… это… у меня маленькая проблема», - неловко признался Гарри.

Снейп временно отвлекся от пересчитывания конечностей мальчика. «Ну? Говорите, глупый вы ребенок! Что такое?» - строго спросил он. От ужаса его голос прозвучал резче обычного.

«Э…» - Гарри протянул руку, крепко сжатую в кулак. Снейп уставился на нее – мышечный спазм? Паралич?!

Однако на его глазах мальчик медленно разжал пальцы, а на его ладони спокойно лежал золотой снитч.

«Я… э… заметил его по пути вниз и, типа, э, схватил его», - признался Гарри.

@темы: harry potter

20:54 

Scars Series - Anything

Helik
sweet sugar
(and God, could he stop looking at John like that, as if he couldn’t believe his fucking luck, when it was John who should be counting his lucky stars).

fcku

23:06 

Bloody but Unbowed

Helik
sweet sugar
'What hurts the most?' He pressed lightly over broken bones, his touch no heavier than the kiss of a breeze.

MY HEART HURTS. MY HOORTTT

15:25 

Helik
sweet sugar
In contrast, Sherlock’s reaction when John had bitten him shone like a beacon, not just accepting, but enjoying the act. He’d had faith that John wouldn’t hurt him any more than necessary, their friendship forming a solid foundation for their bond. This was the result: a defined halo of a bite mark, rather than something blurred and torn.

:weep3::weep3::weep3:

02:23 

The Gilded Cage

Helik
sweet sugar
'I know. I – if you’re willing to provide it, I’d appreciate your –’ Sherlock hesitated, his blush intensifying as he struggled to find a suitable word. '– company.’

I'm on the floor/

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